
THIS SITE IS IN MEMORY OF OUR SON / BROTHER
MICHAEL
WHO WE LOVE AND MISS VERY MUCH!
MICHAEL WAS BORN
16TH AUGUST 1987 AT 9.17AM
MICHAEL WAS OUR FIRST BORN
ME & HIS DAD WAS SO HAPPY
WE HAD OUR SON MICHAEL!
MICHAEL PASSED AWAY
VERY UNEXPECTED ON
TUESDAY 27TH APRIL 2005 AT 2.30PM!
THE WORST DAY OF OUR LIVES!
MICHAEL HAS LEFT HIS MUM & DAD
HEART BROKEN
ALSO HIS SISTER'S
WE ALL LOVE & MISS HIM!
VERY MUCH!
HE BROKE SO MANY HEARTS THE DAY HE PASSED
We Thought Of You Today
We thought of you today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought of you yesterday
And will tomorrow, too.
We think of you in silence
And make no outward show.
For what it meant to lose you
Only those who love you know.
Remembering you is easy,
We do it everyday.
It's the heartache of losing you
That will never go away.





This is the poem on the
back of michael's headstone
from his sister's!




No more pain or suffering
In tears I saw you sinking,
I watched you fade away.
You suffered much in silence,
you fought so hard to stay.
You faced your task with courage.
Your spirit did not bend,
and still you kept on fighting until the very end.
God saw you getting tired.
When a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around you and whispered "come to me".
So when I saw you sleeping So peaceful, free from pain.
I could not wish you back to suffer that again
Unknown


Go Only Takes The Best
God saw that you were getting tired,
And a recovery was not to be.
So he put His arms around you
And whispered, "Come home with me."
With tearful eyes, we watched you suffer
And saw you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating:
A determined spirit is at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best
Unknown

I thought of you and closed my eyes.
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a mother and
I know I heard him say,
A mother has a baby.
This we know is true.
But God, can you be a mother
when your baby’s not with you?
Yes, you can, He replied
with confidence in His voice.
I give many women babies.
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime
and others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb
but there’s no need to stay.
I just don’t understand this. God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared His throat
and then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you
what your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
with other children and say,
“We go to earth to learn our lessons
of life and love and fear.
My Mummy loved me, Oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mum
who had so much love for me,
I learned my lesson very quickly.
My Mummy set me free.
I miss my Mummy, Oh so much,
but I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
on her pillow’s where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
and whisper in her ear,
‘Mummy don’t be sad today,
I’m your baby and I’m here.’”
So you see, my dear sweet one,
your children are okay.
Your babies are here in MY home
and this is where they’ll stay.
They’ll wait for you with ME
until your lesson is through.
And on the day that you come home,
they’ll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother—
It’s the feeling in your heart.
It’s the love you had so much of,
right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize you are a Mother,
until their time is done.
They’ll be up here with ME one day,
and know you’re the best one.


Broken Chain
We little knew that morning,
God was going to call your name,
In life we loved you dearly,
in death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you,
the day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories,
your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you,
you are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again
If Tears Could Build A Stairway
IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY
AND MEMORIES WERE A LANE
I WOULD WALK RIGHT UP TO HEAVEN
TO BRING YOU HOME AGAIN
NO FAREWELL WORDS WERE SPOKEN
NO TIME TO SAY GOODBYE
YOU WERE GONE BEFORE I KNEW IT
AND ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY
MY HEART STILL ACHES WITH SADNESS
AND SECRET TEARS STILL FLOW
WHAT IT MEANT TO LOSE YOU
NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW"
Anonymous

MY CHILD
On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious one
unknown

Go Only Takes The Best
God saw that you were getting tired,
And a recovery was not to be.
So he put His arms around you
And whispered, "Come home with me."
With tearful eyes, we watched you suffer
And saw you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating:
A determined spirit is at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best
Unknown

THIS IS THE LYRICS OF THE NEW SONG
I HAVE PUT ON MICHAEL SITE
FROM MICHAEL'S LITTLE SISTER
VICTORIA,THIS SAYS IT ALL FROM HER,
Hmmmmm hmmmmm
Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
Mmm eyyy hmmm
Baby I'm missing you
Things'll never be the same without you
What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me
It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if
I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry
Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago,
i stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you
ooohh God damn it I love you
Why did he did he take you away from... me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby
Ohhhh oh

| mum |
kelly |
January 12, 2012 |
Hi Michael, just letting you know that Kelly is off to Holland tomorrow for judo she will be fighting Saturday. She is traveling by coach so it’s a long well. Will you please look after her for me and dad we couldn’t afford for dad to go this time I wish we could I don’t like her going without dad there I know she safe then that might be silly because I know she is safe but you know what I mean ha-ha.
Can you go and cheer her on please as we won’t be there she needs to hear a voice she knows we really hope she does well this is a big thing for her. Right I’m off to bed now as I got to get up in the morning and make Kelly some dinner to take as she going at 8am.
Oh if you can hear me taking to you when I’m in bed if you could try and do some of the things I asked for that would be great sorry to keep on but that’s nothing new for me is it ha-ha
Love you son always will till we meet again
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| mum |
new years eve party |
December 28, 2011 |
hi michael,thought i would let you know were going to have a new years eve party the 1st one since you passed away,its going to be hard but i feel like its time to move on,we dont normally do any thing new year sit and watch tv or go bed early but this year were going to party i would like to think you will be here with us party hard just like you used to,me and the girls are looking forward to it you know what dads like he just goes along and be missable just like he is with xmas he does my head in but hes always like it so nothing new there!
i hope grandad had a good birthday did you wish him happy birthday from us all!
nite nite son
love you see
you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
| mum |
christmas without you |
December 24, 2011 |
hi michael,yet another christmas without you we try and enjoy our self every year there is always a part of us that wont let us go all the way,we will be thinking of you all day like always.
i love you michael always will till we meet again son
miss you 24/7 always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
| mum |
Luke |
December 18, 2011 |
Karen had a phone call tonight and it was your auntie Karen asking to speak to me, she ask if I could go down and speak to Luke because he was breaking his heart so I went down, this is the first time he cried since you died babe. He feels he let you down not coming up to play your play station with you he thought he would do it the next day but unknown to any of us you didn’t make it, he is giving his self a really hard time over it all he can see is the bottom of a bottle. That helps kill the pain from not coming up to see you and you dying, he can’t seem to move on with his life this keeps holding him back. I told him that he never let you down, he don’t understand why he started crying tonight I said its more than likely you have come to him to tell him to move on with his life and stop drinking, please visit him tonight in his dreams and tell him to move on babe.
Keep him safe please I know I don’t see him but I do love him.
Love you son so much always will till we meet again xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
| Kelly |
I forgot something! |
December 18, 2011 |
Pretend I added this bit in before the end bit.
As you know I want a lovely tattoo representing you, Mum and Dad. Please try and get their head to say I can have it done soon. I really want it, it's just been in my head for so long.
I'm sure you'd like it, and you've probably seen me draw it like a hundred times.
It'll be a rainbow (represented good and bad) and three butterflies (representing 3, beautiful people)
THE END haha.
love you always, sleep peacefully!
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