Michael Steven Wilson

Wishing you a very happy heavenly birthday Michael, sure wishing you were here with us. We all love and miss you always xxxxxxxx
#4ever17


       

Michael,Victoria is in hospital she jumped off a bridge this morning trying to kill her self,but all she managed to do is broke her back and her heels,  Which is not good at all.
She going to have a operation tomorrow morning to repair her back and we need to wait and see about her heels.
Now this could be life changing for her we are not sure yet. It’s wait and see how the operation goes tomorrow.
It’s going to take about 4/6 hours tomorrow depending on what they have found on the MRI.
Please watch over Victoria, it’s so hard seeing her in a comawe all love her so much.
please please help.

I love you Michael always xxxxx 4ever17 xxxxx 

This day is here again the one I wished never existed,because if it never you would be here with us today.
Were glad your out of pain,but for a selfish reason we wish you were here so we wernt in pain.
we all love and miss you so much Michael

 

Hello Michael, I’m sat here thinking of what dad and I was doing 14 years ago, and I know what we were doing,sat with you in the hospital not knowing what is wrong with you.
Little did we know what was going to happen less then 12 hours later, if only we knew we would of never left you that nite. Even though you told us to go home because it was late.We would of never left you Michael.
I have so many regrets from that day/nite if only I would of opened your feeding tube I might of been able to save you and you would be here today.
I have regrets that I shouted at you,I got mad at you and I even smacked you.
How could I do that to you ? How bad am I. I will never forgive myself for doing that to you.

I really hope you can forgive for what I done to you.
Really wish you were still here our lives would be so differen.

I love you so much Michael I always will. ❤️❤️❤️

Happy heavenly 31st birthday Michael,Have a fab day with your angel friends just wish you were able to spend the day with your family.Love and miss you always and forever ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

                                Happy 30th birthday Michael

Another birthday we our missing and a big one as well this is the 3rd big day we havent been able to be with you to celebrate.
I will always see you at 17 but i always wonder how you would look like now,one thing i do know is you would  be a a handsome young man that mum and dad would be very proud of.
All our love to Michael from mum and dad <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I had this weird thought today that if only me and dad could change the future of our kids by having enough money to past down to them when we die and so on, Why I thought of it is because dad's back is bad again and we can't afford for dad not to be working because of the mortgage plus all the other bills.
My parents was poor and so was dad's parents and so on,so wouldn't it be nice to change it the future of the Wilsons.
I know it won't happen,dad does his best for this family and I will never put dad down for that he always works to pay the bills just wish we could have a much easier life than what we got.
We can't afford to buy things without thinking about that bill has to be paid,Just wish our life would be better not in what we got,we got each other and money can't buy that or love/health plus I bet having to much money can make you unhappy.I just want us to start having a easier life I'm worried about dad's health lately,his back his arm just scared!
If in any way you could help our life it would be great. We would give up everything to have you back home with us though I know that for sure.we all miss you so much and always will.
I love you Michael so much and always will till we meet again 
Mum

Michael yet another year has passed without you and i still cant get used to it,and i know i say this every year but it still feels like yesterday i can relive it in my head so its still so raw.I when its my turn you will be there waiting for me. I love you always and forever Mum <3 
Nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxx

Michael  what a shit day,I been in the hospital all day with vic she took a overdose.She told me she just wants to go sleep for ever as she feels like she a failure in everything in her life.i told her she hasn't at all and I don't want to turn it round on me but I feel like a failure for my daughter to be feeling like that and not being able to save you,me as a mother should be able to protect your children and don't look like I'm doing a good job does it.
Can you please come and speak to her and let her know she hasn't failed anybody. I need help fast as I don't know what to do! So please help me and Victoria.
I love you Michael miss you so much ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

Hello Michael,11 years ago you passed away today which means, 11 years since i heard your voice 11 years since i heard you laugh 11 years since i seen you smile 11 years since i heard you say i love you,11 years for every thing and it hurts as much today as it did 11 years ago! we will always love and miss you Michael xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

This is how dad feels all the time,you know what hes like he dont say anything to anybody

Hey my darling. how are you?

im sorry i barely come on here. well actually i do. i come on here sometimes and just look through all the pictures, but i never leave comments because it upsets me. but tonight i just feel like i need to talk to you, and this is the only place i can - because i feel like a bit of a dick led in bed talking to the ceiling.
 
im working now, have been for 2 months. i love it. i love my job. i love the people there and i love the fact i got my own money and im becoming more independant - still depending on the family for lifts though ofcourse.
Laura's had a baby. his name is Kairo Ray Green (After Auntie Ray). hes 5 months old tomorrow. hes so lush, honestly. so beautiful. hes my Godson :)! you wouldve loved him. hes always smiling and laughing and i love him with my whole heart.


but im still not happy you know. i know everyone has there bad days, but my emotions are all over the place.
im thinking back to the day where i took my overdose a few months ago, and the only thing i regret is not taking more.
dont get me wrong, i have days where im so glad im here to spend my days with the family, but most days i just wish it worked for me :'( 

mums not very happy recently either, were going through some situations where she keeps getting her hopes up and then getting let down. its not fair on her. i just want her to be happy. id give up my forever for mum to be happy, you know that. please help her out, do what you can for her. please.
Dad's got a new job, a lorry driver. he enjoys it and he gets given free curry too haha. the hours are long though and i dont like the fact we hardly see him. especially me, because im always at work when hes at hone, and vice versa.
Kellys doing fine. shes back to uni, still with jordan, still helping out at school.
Karen's just karen, moaning, busing it everywhere haha.
Trev seems to be doing ok, got no job no more though, had to quit due to earning too much money!

anyway, loook over everyone for me. - i know you do anyway. give Lydia-Mae and Tyson a kiss from me.
i love you forever. sweetdreams xxxxx 

Hiya Michael,sorry I've not updated you for a long time on this bit anyway.but not much has changed it never does in this house.
any way from July I now have Elisha living with us till she is 18 by law,Tasha is having a very hard time and can't look after the 3 kids,there was no way I could have all of them as I've not got the room so the 2 little ones went to St. Helens with there grandparents and Elisha come here,I had to go court to make it all lega,so that's good news in one way but not in another. 


plus the other week Victoria took a very big overdose of my tables,me and dad found her up on the downs,she was right by the bridge we had to ring for a ambulance so she went hospital stayed in over night but there is nothing they can do to help her,she got to do it by herself ring for counselling which she won't do,she told us she was going to jump but there was to many kids about as it's the school holidays.me and dad was heart broken seeing her in this way,I wish she would talk to me so I can help her but she don't.
so can you please watch over her for me keep her safe for us.me and dad loves her with all our heart.i just want her to know that.

and now we come to its nearly your birthday you would be 28 this year even though it's been 10 years it's still the same pain we feel from when your left us.

now it's bed time for me michael
i love you always till we meet again
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forever17 xxxxxxxx 

Hey you! 
How're you? Hope you're doing well up there.
How's tys? Bet youre playing around in the garden with him now its getting hot and the weather's getting nicer.
How's auntie dee, Nanny Lorna and Lydia-Mae? I hope youre all looking out for eachother.

- Im an absolute mess writing this, and ive only just started. jesus christ!

Basically, I dont even really know whats wrong with me. Im just really depressed recently.
I lost everything all at once and im trying so hard to rebuild myself again. Im nearly 19 and I feel like ive failed my whole life already.
I feel like theres no coming back from this. 
Ive got a criminal record, ive got hardly any friends, and I hate myself more and more every day.
I am such a failure. 
My whole existence is just pointless.
I feel like an absolute failure. Ive got no job, no college, no nothing. Just signing on at the job centre, living on benefits. When isit going to be my turn to be happy huh? I know things take time, but jesus, ive been waiting for years.


I cannot even put into words how much I miss and love you.
PLEASE watch over the family for me. Visit them in their dreams - and me if youre feeling generous.
Im gunna come see you soon, sit on your beautiful, new bench and talk to you for an hour or two.
I love you Michael. 
All my love, your forever heart broken sister, Miss Fanny Fanny Tickle
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just thought i would let you know kelly is running the bristol 10k in memory of you as it was your 10th angel day,she rising money for the hospital they need some machine she needed £400 which she has got which is great infect she got over that now,so money will be used for other things on the ward!
kelly got to be down town for 8am tomorrow but as lots of the roads will be closed we need to get there earlier to try and park, come and cheer her on it would nice if you can!
from there we are going up swindon as its arfie christening were not sure if we will make that but we will make the reception.
love you always & forever your mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

Michael 10 years today we lost you where has the time gone.

this time 10 years ago our life was still whole only thing wrong was you in hospital which we were getting ready to come and see you,once we get to you thats when our life was fulling apart, we just had to hope that the operation  was going to work but as we all know it didnt thats when our lives will never be whole again.
i cant say anything today that i havent said all ready over the last 10 years!
we still miss you loads and love you so much and cant wait to meet you again,and i know you will be there waiting for us to join you!

nite nite son love you
see you in the morning 
mum & dad 
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hi babe,just letting you know how dad is well he still not good the iv antibiotics don't seem to be helping right now,they did say if dad no better by tomorrow they will change them the fluids is helping his kidneys are getting better there still not right either,
stay close to dad for me babe please and watch over the girls.
nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxx 

Hey babe. 
really need you right now

Hiya babe,I am really worried about your dad I have never seen him so ill not even when he had his heart attacks,he has not ate a meal since Sunday not drinking much little bit of water not even his cups of tea,
he looks grey and he has aged 20 years he is like a old man,his breathing not good and he got a smell about him now that I really don't like,doctors have gave him some antibiotics today so hope they kick in very soon.every thing is a effort for him right now even breathing,
so if you can help dad that would be great babe, please watch over him.
i love you son always&4ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
nite nite son love you see you in the morning 
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Nite nite son love you see you in the morning 

I'm sitting here numbed with pain, to lose someone so close, yet so far away! 

The night I been dreading the last few months is finally here and I'm scared,there is nothing I can do to make this better to change the outcome of this I wish there was I know that much,all I can ask Michael is watch over her tomorrow and help give us what we want and that is to be home with us.give her a cuddle tonight she would like that.now it's time to try and get some sleep but with how I'm feeling right now it's not going to be just yet, I love you Michael forever and always till we meet again ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

thanks for coming through to speak to me michael! And thankyou so much for looking after Lydia-Mae. I'm sure you're the best uncle in the world. I love you with all my heart xxxxxxxxxxx

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY DARLING ANGEL BROTHER❤️

I hope you have an amazing day up with the angels and I hope they spoil you!
9 years on and it's still weird not sitting here and waiting for you to open your presents - even though you took bloody ages and we all got annoyed lol.

pleasd please please visit mum and dad today/tonight, just give them a sign you're here with us!
There will always be an empty seat at the table for you

hello michael,victoria is in court tomorrow and she is so scared so am i for her,there is nothing i can do to help her its all done to her now,long as she says the right thing dont go off on one like she does,i beg you to please watch over her give her the strenght she needs to get though this,i wish i could take her place i feel so useless all i can do is be there for her but i dont no if that is enough!
i will keep you updated what goes on!
just please please as a big brother watch over her!
i love you michael always will till we meet again xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hi babe, i just finished packing as im off on my holiday tomorrow i will be going bed soon as me and dad getting up at 4.30am dad is taking me up the airport,
now i dont no about wi-fi over there but long as i can get wi-fi i will be on lighting your candle just dont no how offten,
please watch over dad and the girls while im away ive never been away from them for this long,i am looking forward to me hols i need a break.just want you to know i love you so much and always will.
nite nite son
love you see
you in the morning
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hello michael,just thought i would let you know im going on holiday wednesday with a few girl friends for a week,i dont no if i will be able to get on here and talk to you while im away,i will be thinking of you always though like i always do.
i will try be best when i find wi-fi i will be on here.
look after dad and the girls for me please they have to do without me for a whole week that never been done before,i never been away either part from going kims for a few days.
look after yourself babe i love and miss you so much
love you always and forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

Afternoon Babe,

You ok? Hope everything's well up there. I got a favour to ask you.. A really big favour!  
Jack is quite ill, he's got to go into hospital tonight so they can find out what's wrong with him but everyone's stressed and worried - Kim is so worried. Please watch over them both, and the rest of the porters and keep them both safe.  
Im scared too. It isn't Jack's time and please make sure he knows that. Visit Kim and Jack in their dreams and let them know that everything will be okay and that you're there and you're helping them through!

also, visit mum too! She's struggling a lot at the moment. Kelly and Dad's home Wednesday so she shouldn't be too bad then. Make sure they stay safe on their journeys and on their flight home.
love and miss you loads babe xxxxxxxxxxx 

Hiya babe,

well Karen moved out today ended up crying like I thought I would but not in front of her,she was upset enough didn't need me adding to it.

victoria don't move out till next Monday!

i have spoke to dad & Kelly a few times there doing well,Kelly & jord gone off to do there bit of traveling and dad gone camping with his cousin paul which is lovely.

i got new windows and doors starting tomorroe can't wait for my front door it looks sexy lol.

now I'm going to try and get some sleep if I can
i will love & miss you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

Hiya babe, just thought I would let you know that dad & Kelly is doing well I have spoke to them a few times they said it's lovely over there and we got to save our money up so dad can take me,I don't think that will ever happen not with how our luck goes with money!
its nearly a week they been gone all ready and tomorrow where they are Kelly and jord is off on there travels,please watch over them keep them both safe.

well Karen is moving out Monday in her own little flat can you please watch over her and keep her safe too,
also victoria moving out Monday i think please please look after her keep her safe I'm so worried about her!

and the big news is gem feels like she is a man in a woman body,so she going to become a man.
right now though I can't seem to accept it not right now I thought I would be able to but I'm finding it very hard,
it could because with dad and Kelly away and the girls moving out could be making it so much harded!
i don't no what to do right now I just feel like getting pissed for the next
 few days!
if you can help me out in any way please do I need it right now son!
i love you so much I always will till we meet again
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seen this and thought how i wish this would come true for me,i love & miss you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy 27th Birthday Michael,love & miss you always xxxxxxxxxxxxx

hiya babe, i seen what your sister wrote about being on her own,well she dont have to be on her own we are here but she is choosing her drugs over her family,we will always be here. when she realise what she is doing plus allowing to be done in her flat is wrong but untill then she on her own,those people are using her but she cant see it,i just hope she does very soon before she gets in any more shit,i pray every night that she sees sence asap!

i love you michael always xxxxxxxxx 

oops. Thought I knew how to upload pictures to this thing? But I don't, lol! But it would've been a picture of my bedside table.. It's got your picture in a frame, a BROTHER memory thing, a teddy saying I love you and candles in a heart Shape! i love you xxxxx 

FOR YOU IN MY ROOM BABE❤️❤️

Hiya babe,thought I would have a word and let you know what's going on,
as you would of seen me and your dad went down our daughter flat last week knowing she had the drug dealers there cutting there crack.i have been told this been happening for a few months now but I have kept my mouth shut.but last week gem brought Victoria out to see you because she was depressed which is fair enough,but when gem came back I said to her is she all right then much to says and she just burst in to tears,now I know some thing is wrong.so I said right tell me she had no choice to be fair!
so she told us so I said to dad that's it I'm going down im not having her doing that.
well we got there she open the door and I pushed past her 4 black kids was in there I told them to fuck off her place stunk of weed vile,
I was going mental at her for letting her flat be used as a drug place,I don't know if she on crack to be fair but she looks bloody ill!
she was in my face shouting me and I was doing the same how I never hit her I dont being in my face like that!
dad was shouting at here as well,saying about letting that go on in her flat with having to go crown court for robbery,she needs to stay out of trouble but letting that happen ain't.letting that happen in her flat makes her just as bad as the others it's drug dealing.she don't think it is or that there is any thing wrong with it.but it is wrong.
i called her loads of nasty name,like druggy,twat,dealer,slapper, and more I think,dad called her a few names as well! We was all jus shouting at each other,but we said long as she letting that go on in her flat we don't want any thing to do with her
we will help her when she is ready for help,we will support her all the way to get off any drug that she might be on,but until then nothing!
as we walked out her flat there was a copper so we told him that she was drug dealing in her flat and I just kicked out 4 drug dealers,she is cutting crack there!she shouted out that her flat smelt of weed because she been smoking it, I just hope they will do some thing about it!

but then when we got home she phone me and I never answered the phone,so she phoned dad and said some very nasty things to him like I wish it was you that died rather than Michael,I wish you a very slow and pain full death,said to ask me if I wanted some sort of drug!
i can tell you now dad always thinks it should of been him die than you.
that was bang out of order!
that hurt dad so much.

she will say this is not what happen but it is!

try and sort her out please!
i love you always son 
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Hiya Michael,

My deepest condolences.  May these few words from the Holy Scriptures bring you comfort in your time of grief...

John 11:32-45

32 And so Mary, when she arrived where Jesus was and caught sight of him, fell at his feet, saying to him: “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” 33 Jesus, therefore, when he saw her weeping and the Jews that came with her weeping, groaned in the spirit and became troubled; 34 and he said: “Where have YOU laid him?” They said to him: “Lord, come and see.” 35 Jesus gave way to tears. 36 Therefore the Jews began to say: “See, what affection he used to have for him!” 37 But some of them said: “Was not this [man] that opened the eyes of the blind man able to prevent this one from dying?”

38 Hence Jesus, after groaning again within himself, came to the memorial tomb. It was, in fact, a cave, and a stone was lying against it.39 Jesus said: “TAKE the stone away.” Martha, the sister of the deceased, said to him: “Lord, by now he must smell, for it is four days.”40 Jesus said to her: “Did I not tell you that if you would believe you would see the glory of God?” 41 Therefore they took the stone away. Now Jesus raised his eyes heavenward and said: “Father, I thank you that you have heard me. 42 True, I knew that you always hear me; but on account of the crowd standing around I spoke, in order that they might believe that you sent me forth.” 43 And when he had said these things, he cried out with a loud voice: “Laz´a·rus, come on out!” 44The [man] that had been dead came out with his feet and hands bound with wrappings, and his countenance was bound about with a cloth. Jesus said to them: “Loose him and let him go.”

45 Therefore many of the Jews that had come to Mary and that beheld what he did put faith in him;

Please go to the following link for more information regarding the Hope expressed in this passage

http://www.jw.org 

Michael, 

First of all I hope you are ok - I'm sure you are because you're in a better place. I know you're watching over us all but please let mum know you're with her.

(As you can see I'm already crying writing this so probably won't be on here again for a very long time)

It's not fair, everything that's going on ... I don't think anyone can take it anymore. So much crap always seems to happen to our family!  I wish you were back here with us all where you belong. If you was I think you'd end up taking my boyfriend off me - playing on the xbox or playstation whichever you would have.. probably both if you could get away with it. 

As you know Michael, everybody is struggling at the moment..
I don't even know what I'm doing or why I'm at uni but hopefully it will help me in the future and I'll make everybody proud. 
Mum - is constantly in pain, she's had enough of everything going on. And dad well he's pretty much the same too. They just need a peaceful happy life y'know. They've had it bad enough for many years let alone it still continuing.
Gem, is always down - I don't know why but yeah - cheer her up.
Karen, is Karen. I don't really know what's going on with her, but I'm sure she's probably not the happiest.
And happy ... Victoria just isn't that.. try and sort out a few of her problems Michael? Maybe everything will get easier for our parents then, they won't have to worry so much.

Basically, what I wanna ask is that you visit them all in their dreams (nice ones) so everyone knows you are with them, and watch over us all. Also, say hello to all the family and tyson up there for me.

Anyway, back to you:
we'll be getting your bench very soon, hopefully you'll love it! I really wonder what everyone would be doing and what our lives would be like if you were here. I'm sure it would be much better. 

If you haven't been there already, you will be going to Australia with me! You'll get to see some awesome things. But... you're gonna have to do some extreme multi tasking ... being in Aus with me and dad as well as being at home watching mum.. Or you can persuade her to come with us ;)


Love and miss you loads my gorgeous brother!
I'll see you soon! 

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Where do I start Michael,the weekend just gone Victoria got sent home from work as she wasn't well which was fine,she was meant to be working the next day but if she still wasn't well she had to phone in work to tell them which she did still not well fine also.
Mum and dad went out in the afternoon Victoria text me asking if she could go out I said no cuz she never went work and so on but that wasn't good enough she kept on texting and ringing till I had enough I said fine do what you want she got me so low I didn't care what she done cuz what ever I said wasn't the right answer cuz it wasn't a yes,she like that she keeps on and on and on till she gets what she wants. Then Saturday night I was talking to her and I said I bet your up there smoking weed cuz she does that now to which me and dad hates,she got mouthy I said I would stop her seeing the people she was with cuz of the weed she gets from them again she went off on one I told dad so dad said till she can say sorry for speaking to me the way she did not to come home so she not coming home.
well on Sunday we took Karen out like I said well gem started texting her started off nice just saying all you got to do is say sorry and stuff but she wasn't having any of it,then it got really spiteful gem said some nasty things to start with then Victoria came back with some nasty things as well and it went on like that for a while till Victoria said to gem now you made me feel like shit or gem asked her not to sure but it came out she felt shit,gem sent her a nice text saying sorry I had to say that but when you go on to your mum you make her feel like shit,but Victoria don't see it that way at all she just see that gem was so nasty,which I didn't no any on this till I came home.
well when we came home gem wasn't here but the tablet cupboard door was open with boxes on the side then I knew gem had done some thing stupid I phoned hospital found out where she was and went and seen her and yes she taken a good lot of tablets she wanted to jump of the bridge but didn't like how high it was silly bugger,but any way she was in a mess I then read all the texts.now Victoria is saying she won't come home cuz gem is still here as she hurt with with thugs she said,but she wanted to move out for month but I said no.now I said fine move out if that's what you want to do my door is open  your bed is there if you want it's now up to her,that is how I have left it if you got any time to try and sort this out I would love it.

with all this going on it's not the right time as me and dad is going on holiday on Saturday for dads 50th birthday but were now like shall we go or not,if we stay there isn't much we can do here so we will go don't no if we will enjoy our self with all this shit here,plus it's the annavisery of pampy and nanny dieing so not the best at all ,I don't no if this makes much scents to you sorry if it don't I just wrote how I thought about it.

i love you Michael with all my heart xxxxxxxxxx
nite nite son love you see you in the morning xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hiya babe,thought I would come on before I go on holiday we go early hours of tomorrow morning so I'm off to bed try get few hours sleep before I get up at 2am,Kelly not coming with us so can you please watch over her this is the first time I have left any of you kids home I must say I don't like it all ready and I'm not even gone yet,I will get on your site as much as I can that another thing I don't like not talking to you every day I might be in luck and ger wi-fi but I don't no what it's going to be like,right I'm off to try and get some sleep babe I love and miss you so much always will with all my heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Next time your sister speak to me like that she will get a slap in the mouth I have put up with it long e nought I'm fed up being treated like a piece of shit from her,
every time I speak to her she says I'm getting mad now so I told her maybe it would be better off if I was dead it might be better then she won't be so mad it's seem like it's my fault she always mad!

she mad she not got a clue how I feel I'm mad with how she keeps saying how it hurt her more when you died how the fuck to she think I feel I lost my son my first born child but no my feeling don't matter at all,it's all about her well that's it I'm done with this shit from her cuz next time I will hit her and I won't stop!

i love you so much Michael always xxxxxxxxxxxxxx